New Yeaaaaar!

还有几个小时便是新的一年。
身为全世界不知多少个人口中的其中一员，
对于最后一天，即使觉得累到半死，也是有话要说啦～
今年的最后一天，真是有够折磨人的@@
为了最后的考试（学校挺会选日子，选在最后一天让我们发疯），
我凌晨一点才睡，四点就爬起来重温‘马克定’==
然后迷迷糊糊地进考场，胡乱地写啊写，好像很厉害了，其实有很多都忘记了==
直到考完了，i was like, "oh...好像考完了... 完蛋了，sem 4又在招手了。"
不过我还好，一些前一晚跟rox & bryan讨论过的，都还记得，
不过啊，那个超级baka的bryan!我们明明一直在他面前重复，还解释给他听，
结果他说他不记得，不知道！天啊～rox,把他拖出去斩吧！
不过，有可能是他在骗人，因为他每次都在骗人，整个鸟屎酱～哈哈哈哈！ （狂笑）
还有还有，谢谢vampire的礼物～^^她真的很有才华～
再还有还有，感谢爸比载rox & byran 去巴士站～
再来，感谢外婆生下妈咪！ 对啊～今天是那个女王的生日噢！
所以之后爸比带我们去谷中城逛（这星期的第二次==)
瞧，女王陛下买东西买到很爽噢～ xD
而我，只买三本书，准备用两个星期的假期狂看书！
当然，三本是不够我看，我打算重看我现在拥有的书！大概有两百多本吧⋯⋯
从历史，心理学，文学，侦探，言情，鬼故事到课本！
呃⋯⋯不对不对，我应该分享最后一天的心情，而不是策划假期要做什么><
开始新的一段吧！

咳咳⋯⋯
今天是最后一天了～
在谷中城看到那曾发誓会娶我的男孩，
然后，面子书上，那个曾爱我爱到会死的男孩unblock我了⋯⋯
这意味着什么？不重要了:)祝他们幸福吧！
每一年的最后天，我都在祈祷，祈祷在新的一年，我不会再失去重要的人⋯⋯
但是，今年，我又失去了⋯⋯
一个爱人，一个朋友⋯⋯
希望明年⋯⋯不会再失去了⋯⋯
我真的不想再失去些什么了⋯⋯
亲爱的神，
我只是个人类，我的心承受不了那么多的离别⋯⋯
真的。

希望新的一年，我比以前更快乐！

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

secret

secret, in JOHARI window, is known by you, but not known by others.
but this is different...
this secret is told by my friend, and it can only be known by just two of us.
i'm glad you chose to tell me, coz you trust me and you believe that i can help.
you don't wanna tell others, it's not you don't trust them, it is because... it's a not a thing that can be shared. It's not a happy thingy :(

sometimes i feel stress in keeping secret.
coz i'm a person that get worrier than the person involved.
but your secret is safe with me. Don't worry.

Everything gonna be ok.

戒指

打算把初恋和第三任情人送的戒指丢入海，

把它们永远埋在深海⋯⋯

唯独你送的戒指，

我想永远收着⋯⋯

即使心里还是很怨你，

但那戒指是个珍贵的礼物，

有着珍贵的回忆⋯⋯

它让我回忆起，

我收到它的心情⋯⋯

惊喜，难以形容的开心，甚至感动到想哭了⋯⋯

当时的心情，犹如，是你在求婚⋯⋯而我感动到无法形容⋯⋯

敬逝去的爱情，

敬我们的青春⋯⋯

我放弃等待了。祝你幸福。

forever alone?

下星期又去泰国旅行了⋯⋯

很多人不解，“泰国有什么东西好玩？”

对我而言，泰国是个很亲切的国家，而合艾，像是我第二个家。

泰国人民都很亲切，食物好吃，东西又便宜⋯⋯

虽然文化与我们不同，但这才显得他们特别。而且那里很美。

每一次去都是爸爸驾车去，

因为我们可以自己到处走，

看得东西比较多，

买的东西也够位放！哈哈哈！

去合艾的路程非常远⋯⋯

需要10个小时吧。

每次去，我都有当时的男友陪我信息，

让我在途中不感到闷⋯⋯

而且，每次到了关口，都会依依不舍地对他们说“等我回来⋯⋯”

然后在那里，一边玩乐，一边想念他们⋯⋯

回来马来西亚时，又有他们在等我回来⋯⋯

感觉挺幸福的⋯⋯

但现在，

我还未在圣诞前遇到让我心动的男生，

这次的旅途，恐怕只有lecture notes陪我吧⋯⋯

有点感伤呢⋯⋯

i cried when i read her first message,

her words... seem so helpless, sad...

heartache when he's blaming himself and telling how sorry he is...

i really feel helpless when i watch both of them become like this...
i wish i could do something to help...
coz they are my friends...

to him,
try your best to fix this situation... please.

to her,
trust him again, will you?

and dear God,
please lead them...

坏脾气

发觉自己的脾气越来越坏了，
可能是压力和迟睡的关系吧？（把罪名硬套在压力和睡眠不足上，抱歉了，两位。）

我也不知为什么，
以前我很忍得，
可以到忍气吞声，或假装听不到，看不见的功力，
连我自己也吓到。
现在却做不到了。
总觉得自己应该说出来或发泄。
结果人缘变得不怎么好了。
唉⋯⋯真为难呐！

脑残

最近有个朋友在线上参加了一个不适合他的比赛，
（我挺同情该网站，比赛的主题跟参赛者用于参赛的照片，差十万八千里，完全没联想。即使他们随便选中任何参赛者为冠军，我打死也不肯承认他是冠军。而且打死我也不信参赛者的容貌跟照片100％吻合！假到爆！哈哈哈！）

咳咳，回到我那个朋友那里。
我这个朋友爱参加一些线上选霉，不，是选美比赛。
然后呢，一直叫人家投他。
对，不理他就可以了。
我就是用这个方法‘挺’过来。

但，
最近他‘滥用华语’，
把我惹火了！

说什么“按个赞又不会怀孕”
什么狗屁怀孕不怀孕！
我按了才真的他妈的会怀孕！
脑残噢？没别的词用了吗？
跟你说了，还给我扮无辜说是直接copy and paste的，
在说虾啊？你到底看懂我写什么吗？

还有，不要把你自己弄得越来越假，
虽然我宁可看真实的你，
但，请你减少放你的自拍照，好不好？
还有，我没兴趣知道你说了什么。

越来越多人以为可以在面子书当红。
确实会，除非你人长得真的很美咯，
没办法，这是在虚拟世界的现实中的现实。

war

to get the best sem 3 timetable,
UTAR has turned into a battle field.

before it starts, (before 9a.m.)
we already stand by and isaac lead us in prayer, in skype. LOL
we prayed and we start our war.

but the starting was a bad one,
some of us unable to enter :(
we tried and tried so hard,
still failed.

when we are able to enter,
either the sever was lagg
or some slots have already taken.
uggghhhh.... great :S

after i done registered 4 subjects,
server down!
fck.
i was soooooo pissed and i start writing harsh words about UTAR.
others too.
my fb homepage was full with statuses that condemning UTAR.
my dear socio lecturer was pissed,
for him, we shouldn't act like that,
like crybaby, whiner, he said.
sorry, sir, i know we are immature,
but we are not crybabies, we just pissed.
even mature adults get angry too,
doesn't mean they are crybabies,right?

my friend then found a way to register,
she quickly tell us
and there's no better options left :(
so i 'cin cai' register.... haiz....

sem 3 timetable, i'll try to like you :(

D for?

D for Dog?

D for Design? 

D for Danielle? 

or 

it should be: 

D for: Drawing Assignment> Danielle> tired like Dog> Done > Dead> *Yeah* (sry, yeah is Y: it stands for why, why we have to suffer like shit)? 

First time ever in my life, i kept myself awake for the WHOLE NIGHT! 

to rush my design assignment :S

but thank goodness i was not alone! bwahahahaha!!!

Last night we couldn't finish our drawing at Jaya One Old Town,

coz there was cute a Nepalis waiter around xD

gossssshhh~ he is soooooo cute when he approach me with his super duper cute smile :D

ahem, this is not the main point. 

we did it till 11 something (p.m.), still can't finish,

and we realize it already late, 

so decided to finish it at Bryan's place! (muahahaha!! Papa's place!)

we went to Rox's place first to pick up something and i took a bath there.

While Bryan send small-no-dot back to her place,i done shower in 10 mins! 

10 mins leh!

i got wash my hair some more! 

nehh, Isaac Koh and Bryan said girls took too long to bath coz girls camwhore before they bath woooorrrrr! Stereotype la you guys! 

we carried lotsa stuff and walked to Bryan's place. Isaac and Bryan was soooo noisy== especially Issac, damn bising.

when we passed by the shop lots, there was a girl sitting on a bench in front a shop, talking. I'm not sure whether she's talking on a phone, using earphone or what, but it's creepy enough for me to see someone talking with herself, outside, alone plus it's midnight.  

Isaac was far behind, when he catches up us, he told us when he pass by that girl, he heard the girl said " my mommy ask you to be careful!" wtf?

then we saw 2 guys were playing badminton in front of their house==

when we reached Bryan's place, we chit-chat (talk craps), camwhore, draw, and then talk crap again xD

until 3 something, bryan beh tahan edy, he lied on the old sofa and then Zzzzzzzz. =__=

Isaac's eyes were smaller and smaller...... *dom* 2 down=__=

left me and rox 热血d draw xD

*skip skip skip*

we finished our drawing at 8 something in the morning, 

Isaac laughed at my tree coz it looks somekind of vegetable=___= 

but he's even worse, float on air one! xD

isaac then wear only boxer from the bathroom after he took shower,

kanasai lah, isaac.

around 12p.m. i rushed to studio to hand in my work.

and threw a ugly face to Danielle's kns face :S

ahhh!!!! done!!!!!

bye bye! fundamental drawing! i hate you! weeeeeeee :D

oh ya, i just woke up, in the middle of the night == after i slept for 10 hours,from 7p.m. till 3 something, A.M.! 

don't refer to the blog's time and date, coz something went wrong with blogger==

(7/12/2011)